Anime Iowa tomorrow. Yay! I was sorta meh about the con itself but I talked myself into bringing Lulu and now am looking forward to walking around the on.

There are just some costumes that come more naturally and I have gone 2 cons now with out wearing her and it makes me sad. I have to be careful with the fur but everything else should be good.

I am packed and ready. This was the first con in a long time that I was sewing on the costumes ontill the very last min.

my plan is

sakura for pics in the patio fri morning
Lulu rest of day

Saya all day sat 2 versions will change whenever I don;t feel like wearing other one.
Something Ravey

sunday heading home.


I am hoping that I can destress this weekend. I can't ever seem to do it... but once aug is over I should hopfully be in the clear for a little while.

Stolen from many of my f-list but I am really curious myself, and I don't do them very often. :D

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:D School has been going well but I have no free time what so ever.

though I sewed the worst muslin of pants ever T_T I want to just start from scratch but I have no time to do so.... I am embarassed that I am having a model fit it tomorrow but I NEED to talk to my teacher cause I didn;t know what order to actually sew the pieces together.. that never happens for me.

the other classes are going great though got to draw fanart for fashion illustration. and garment2 blouse is looking as pink and preppy as ever.

beyond excited for this weekend. XD Glamacon!!

OH HEidi when do you think you will be getting in on Friday?

Siting in Chicago Panera with my 8 hour bus ride still ahead of me, sore all over from Mean Streak, But as tired as I feel right now it was all totally worth it.

I am looking forward now to crashing at home, been too long since I have slept in my own bed..... my brain is so dead as I type this @_@.. and missing everyone a lot right now.


I will write more about CedarpointCon when I get home. I haven't done this much traveling since I went to japan. And I'm not even done yet O_O.


AI this weekend. All my cosplays are done and I'm going to take it easy this year.....

yeah this was a worthless post >_>

I am finally selling stuff on ebay.


I have one of my ROxas bracelets up for now. I hope it sells well.

http://cgi.ebay.com/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&ih=008&sspagename=STRK%3AMESE%3AIT&viewitem=&item=180080703034&rd=1&rd=1



sorry I don't know how to insert links anymore O.o

Haven't updated in a while but allergies of the pets and just getting sick has had me under the weather. I have been visiting friends as much as I can given my icky state. Saw Shen for a while yesterday and gave her her long awaited birthday gift and christmas gift XD. I also saw Roxxi, Vee and princess and many others my first day back. thanks to my way too much texting XD

WE have the family christmas tomarrow so my cousins are getting their wigs finally since my mom and dad didn;t get them to them for halloween.

I also saw julie this week XD we slugishly walked around the roveville mall for hours looking for x-mas gifts. I amazingly didn't buy anything for myself!!Though there was a few things that were tempting XD.

I hope to see as many People as I can while back it's weird but I will be back in chicago soon.

*looks around room * sooooo messy need to clean ...

CHicago warehouse on FIre!!! across street from school !!!!!!!

This last weekend was awsome! I finally got to go to Mitsuwa's and spluged on the new X art book ....DROOL!!! Yeah I don't know when but I will be cosplaying KAMui in the future. Belts= love!
Got geroceries and even had a cart with AI! XD

I feel like I have been to a con in the last few days with everyone I have hung out with ! It's been too much fun. The BBQ at crizl's and staying up till 4am talking has been great. It's great to see people and not just be able to AIM them. Though that is the only thing that seems not to want to work on my compy right now... Does anyone know how to turn off cookies on a mac?? I might be able to work AIM express then.

Class wen twell today I met one of geron's friends she cosplays deidara... sorry I don't remember your name.

working on 2-D homework now wheee!!

wow I have been sewing too much and I still don't feel like I have gotten any where. Anime Iowa is coming up really fast!!! I can't wait XD I miss cons.. I should be wearing
SNJ Kotetsu
Black Mage Paine first time with contacts!!! YAY!!
Namine ... broke keyblade I was working on ... :(but I have sketch book of awsomeness
FS sakura
Iruka and maybe Ariel... if we have enough room for flounder in the car XD.

I just got paid 300 for taking care of my grandma so I will have some money to spend. though I'm going to try and be frugal.

...weird I gtg now getting dizzy feeling on typing.... byebye

just worked 16hours straight.....@.@ dead.....

I made it to Pana's but she wasn't home yet so I am hanging with her sisters. One of their 16 yr old guy friends just asked for my number .... OMG!!! They all thought I was in my mid twenties too.XD
I hope I have enough money for gas home.....

I have a feeling that this trip is only just begining

I got a job!!! ^_^ working at a different Joanns the same distance away as the other one I worke d at over winter. Yay!! so happy I don't have to hear my parents complain about me not haveing work over the summer!!

on another note I have been in a KH kick really bad lately and drawing which i haven't done since... well my DA and SA hadn't been updated since 04? ...yeah But I haven't lost it and my pics are actually better an ever!

Oh! happy happy! Joy Joy! ... now wishes she had some Ren and Stimpy to watch.

I have also been playing ff8 a lot too. I have too much free time.though the edina art fair is this weekend and that means Monies!! and kettle corn mmmmm..

If anyone has some suggestions on how to make feathered wings *am making kh fairy paine* help will be greatly apreciated!!!

Staff is found:D I can breathe again!!

Sogen con was a blast... on till I got home.


THis is the first con I performed a skit and WOn best in show!!! I really wanted to win but when you know 3 of the 4 judges you get afraid that people are going to think they are bias.

KAtie and Tasha were awsome. I am so happy they wanted to do a skit when I asked friday afternoon. Wrote a base skit friday night and showed it to them in the morning cause their room was 3 doors down...heh heh.

Roxxi and Princess Iloved your skit and am soo glad it won best performance. you really have talent^_^

anyway about the title...
My Paine Staff has gone missing;_;

I know I brought it back to the room Sat after the cosplay but It didn't get packed and I don't have it now >.<

I have called the hotel but at this point a don't know what has happened to it
I am keeping an eye on ebay though I don't thinkit will really show up there.

heading out to Sogen con right now. If I don't see you there see you. You won't hear from me till sunday muwhahaha! Last con for me till AI! I will have tons of pic that I hope to post soon. not to mention me being lazy about acen pics... ^_^ Well I miss you Matt and Shen it won't be the same Sogen with out you guys. ;_;

bai-bai!!

feeling blue today... bordom mixed with endless cloudy days..... want to start new cosplays but have no money to buy materials.... :( I need a job. Hopefully joanns will call me back tomarrow *crossesfingers* I just need something to keep my mind off things. plus this is the first summer that I won't be in Japan in the last 2 years. I don't know what I will do with my time. I wish people lived closer and I actully miss school for the social aspect right now cause I really don't get to see people otherwise.

on other news
going to goth prom tomarrow. Needed to do something new and it's free

I promise I will have MORE of an acen update soON. But right now I have been garage saling for the past 6 hours and need to sleep again.

I love garage sales so much especialy when I find a good sewing machine for FREE!! and I find 2 REAlly NICE wigs for only 5 each!! not to mention 300 yrds of lace heh heh ^_^ I'm going to sell the one of the wigs I think... looks funny on me but for 5 I couldn't not buy them. also got a new bin for fabric. THough I found the deal of he day finding the 60's ken doll and clothes for a dollar!! woot!! I like making dad happy^_^ and now Katy doesn't have to bring her machine over to work on things... lol my house looks like a sweat shop some times. Sogen con is coming up fast and I'm really glad I'm done with my cospalys. GOing to try and keep it to 3 hahaha 7 for acen was too many!(though I did wear them all) I want to do a skit or something for sogen so we'll see what happens heh heh see if stage fright gets the best of me.